Claire
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Prelude to a Kiss
Current mood: indescribable
Sometimes I feel..... like I don't belong anywhere.
And it's gonna take.... so long for me to get to somewhere.........
Sometimes I feel so heavy hearted.., but I can't explain cuz I'm so guarded.
But that's a lonely road to travel, and a heavy load to... bear.
And it's a long, long way to heaven but I gotta get there.....
Can you send an angel.....?
Can you send me an angel...... to guide me.
Currently listening :
As I Am
By Alicia Keys
Release date: By 13 November, 2007
5:06 AM - 2 Comments - 4 Kudos
Carlos aka that loud guy at the gym
"Interesting.. what was it about the lyrics that you liked so much?"
Thursday, December 20, 2007 at 7:36 AM
Melany Watson
"amen sister!"
Thursday, December 20, 2007 at 9:58 AM
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From: Carlos aka that loud guy at the gym
Date: Dec 21, 2007 8:39 AM
I seeem to recall leaving a message similar to the one below about a certain blog.
Intresting lyrics.
What was it about the lyrics that you liked so much?
I understand it would take away from the time you have to complete your surveys but my guess is that too much thinking will not be involved in answering :)
Thats a good picture that you had as your default by the way.
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From: Claire
Date: Dec 21, 2007 9:07 AM
Gracias. I guess she says it perfectly in that song.. I can't really explain b/c it's just that deep I guess. All I can say is that I've never heard a song that has expressed it like that.. it was ironic b/c I a few days before I heard it for the first time I was thinking those exact words in my head. Weir.d lol
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From: Carlos aka that loud guy at the gym
Date: Dec 21, 2007 9:16 AM
Claire at a loss for words to describe something - just doesn't seem applicable to you lol. I'll youtube it and hear it and give you my syopsis of it - provided of course I am not at a loss for words as well ;)
I find few things in this world weird - you are just very preceptive - you pick up things well even on a subconscious level.
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From: Carlos aka that loud guy at the gym
Dec 21, 2007 12:47 PM
I can't fool you huh. lol I guess there are some things that I don't put the effort of thought into b/c I can't change. I can't change the world, so I don't really spend much time worrying about the way it is for the negative. All you can really do is keep those thoughts at bay and throw yourself into good things that will enrich your life. But... when I sit back and look at everything around me, just day to day things.. I just don't understand people. I see the saddest things, I've buried some of the saddest things, and the saddest part of all is that nobody understands that we're all the same deep down. Yet we don't recognize each other.. so we take from, we kill, we hurt, we neglect, chastise.. it makes me sick how selfish people are. Even the nicest of people get to a certain level they just never think past, and it's so discouraging hearing people talk sometimes. I don't know. It's vague.
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Do we believe that we're civilized, sophisticated or advanced
So quick to draw blood if given a chance
We dance with the Devil and romance with his rage
With a curse on our mind our prayers seem vague
The plague that sweeps across the garden is fear
Scared of our questions for the days that come near
So we stand guard over our bag of fool's gold
Never bowing our heads for the souls that we sold
And it's cold for the heart that stays towards itself
And only feels love for the abundance of wealth
But you can't pay your way through the gates of paradise
And you can't camouflage your grief from God's eyes
But lucky for us the Creator sees clear
With visions of times when we shed few tears
When our smiles have stretched from ear to ear
All the steps that we've travelled from year to year
And he loves who we are deep down inside
Forgives all the hatred, the greed and the pride
It's the same kind of love that could keep us afloat
When we all realise we need the same boat
With our hands interlocked we could carry the Sun
And bring forth the light where the damage was done
So let's do the raindance and water the seeds
And pray that the harvest brings what we all need
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From: p
Date: Dec 20, 2007 9:13 PM
i thought adrian treated you well?
*puzzled*
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From: Claire
Date: Dec 20, 2007 7:20 PM
He did, it's complicated though. Too deep to get into, I've never hated anyone before him though.
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From: p
Date: Dec 20, 2007 10:36 PM
=(
sorry to hear that kiddo. kinda makes me speechless, cuz i know you seemed so happy with him.
you know, i still remember how the one and only time we talked on the phone, we understood each other. still kinda makes me smile thinkin about it. you're a good person, claire-bear, and good things happen to good people. =)
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From: Claire
Dec 21, 2007 12:53 PM
I read a really interesting article the other day. Changed my whole outlook on life.. it really healed a lot in me in a weird way. Just realizing how we turn things into so much more than they need to be sometimes. I dunno it was comforting. I'll fw'd it to you if u want.
